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HAIZ! had my first paper todae.... was rather terrible.. so hard..... man! hope that i do not nd to go back next semester man!!! hate it!!!
very tired.... but still have to study for the next paper..... and it just so happens that im BLESSED with some horrible viruses and put to "suffer" alone...... haiz!




"never expect too much fm ppl yah..... if ppl dun leave up to ur expectations.... in the end u are the one suffering (again).... so why have expectations for ppl?"

are they oblivious to their surrounding? so involved with the seemingly "IMPT and BIG" things that they forgot all about the nitty-gritty?

Cassandra

I can't take in air fm my beloved NOSE.. its so damn bloody stuck!!!.. gosh.... torturing me like hell.... ARGHZ!!!
and SHOOT! was taking a break.. oh well.... "a break".. and going thru friendster.... kaoz!!! guess what i saw... Benny is married?!?!?! and with kids.... ... humpz... qy... its time for u to "work" go find kpo fm Christine yah.... whoo!!! im so excited!

felling downright sucky... the most feared scenario... sick during exams.... sighz...
had a difficult time sleeping... hope can get betta soon... my FIRST paper is on SATURDAY.... man.... help me.....
oh ya.. and i fried an egg just now for lunch..wanted to eat it with my sandwhich...... humpz... its really ahrd to fry a "perfect" egg leh.... min was really yucky... with the yolk oozzing out and the sides are not even crispy... :(

Get to update my blog... this week is study week, get to stay home most of the time... and my bro and me will be frantically flipping pages away, scolding whoever that comes and disturb us..
weather is getting hotter and the fatty huge flies are showing "whose BOSS in NZ"..... freaking flies.... just hate them... i have this paranoia symptom-- flies making their way to my ears... yeh!!! i always think that somehow they will end up in my ears.. and i BET they do man... cos i always have this tingling feeling.... thus, i always cover my ears with my blanket when i sleep. haha! i think when i die ah.... u guys can chop me up and look out whats in my ears... bet there are many flies in it man....
I A M B O R E D ! ! ;)

i was reading about the happiness research (one of my readings) and i came to these sentences.... Hl and sampo... u guys will understand why i like these sentences so freaking much.... its like those socio classes where the lecturers just go on and on and we were constantly stunned by the amount of TRUTHS in the alternative statements... below are not alternative views though....

1) Higher happiness with material tings wear off.

2) Satisfaction depends on change and disappears with continued consumption.

cool aye? miss socio man!!! especially leong wai teng's critical comments and the stuffs the race lecturer open us to... OMGosh......

yesterday was the last day in Uni of Auck... getting quite sentimental over it though... unbelivably, i have spent like 1 1/2 yrs over there. i still rem the time when i was over here for a (supposingly holiday) and was deciding whether to study over here or cont studying in spore... it was one of the hardest choice i ever made.... it was mentally, physically(?) and 100% emotionally challenging for me!
well, i din regret really regret moving here to study.. had lots of fun here... meeting all sorts of funny ppl and fm all over the world... also had fun when my bro, Sarah, and Mag entered uni.... thats really where all the fun begins! we met up often (not with my bro though) and then its like we treat the whole of uni premises as our own "spore"... talking about the china ppl, talking in our fast and familiar Spore slang, laughing un-glam-ly etc...
sighz... im quick to fall in love with this place (thats what one of my sec school frens commented on me: quick to fall in love #$%@^$), and i really hope that it will bring us (wz and me) fond memories.....
i know that we do things very differently fm many other couples but circumstances just aren't the same..... and i know he has given up alot, alot, well really alot for me (as i ALSO know that he is "leaving" his family to come over here)...haiz! the whole thingy is so complex that i dun know where to start, what to say about it or to give any comment about it, but just to really take a step at a time, make the best out of it, and to talk to each other about it..................
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weird habit of mine... updating my blog at the start of my day... *still can't get over the kids assistant job*
had a bowl of instant noodles for breakfast... was rather happy cos its yummy! gotta fasten my speed todae in revising. my plans are to finish the whole of int'l finance... and i have like5 more chpts to go... haha!
im in a dilemma .... ive a set of panties... the paul frank one which susan and liyan bought when i turn 22... and i am still undecisive as to use them or not to use them... HELP ME !!! ;)

sighz! there goes my "kids assistant part time job"... i was TOO late... i called up todae and she told me that the post was taken up.... wat the!!!!! haiz....tough luck man! when would another offer come like this be posted?
hate tuesday.... long day.. and my head always end up heavy...... and i fee like puking!

feeling 100% restless.... had my books, notes all in front of me... was reading it for the sake of reading = dun now what i'm actually reading.... sth is just so wrong man.... i feel that i have to clear some things, talk about some things but the opputunities aren't there, so just have to let it be... hope that i will be really fine after tonite's sleep so that i can concentrate on my revision tmr...
feeling downright sucky!!! crap!

jsut had my salted baked chicken rice! freaking salty.... if anyone's body system lacks of salt ah.. the salted baked chicken rice can do u good man... but for ppl like me... sighz... i think that plate of rice is just fast forwarding the days i will have on earth.. i think all the SALT, MSG or wateva is corroding my kidneys now... darn!!! (but its yummy leh... and i won't give up a chance to consume it again! ha)
finally got all my long awaited assignments back! ;) getting my comlaw test next week... shit!!! have this horrible feeling that i SUCK at it!
weizhong will be arriving in Auck on the 8th dec... (ORD: 1st dec... very fast hor?) sighz.... dun really know what are our plans but well, we will get registered, he will apply for his Work Permit, I'll be frantically searching for jobs..... and in the mean time cathing up with each other for the past 1 1/2 yrs....HAHA! that sounds horrible man!!! " cathing up for the lost time" hehe..
well, i will continueworking at Muffin break and MoneyWorld (part time) till i find a permanent one... and i guess he'll stay at home, pick zac up, "clean the house" :) etc....... till he gets his work permit...
ya.. thats basically our plans for now... hope that things happen in a way that we both can still (physically) be together, and with JOBS! i hate not having cash going into my bank account... *Arhgz*

had fish porridge for dinner.. but thats not the point... the porridge is filled with bones.... my dad told the fishmonger to fillet the fishes and at the same time take out the bones. that person told my dad that he should put the fish head inside so as to make the porridge tastier... and my dad did as he was told and DARN! it was so tiring having to finish that bowl of porridge.... one small spoon... and i have to *chew, smash, twist and turn, squash* the items in my mouth before swallowing it!!
was telling weizhong just now that i will be giving myself a treat tmr... will be having BBQ King salted baked chicken!!! YUM!
talking about that bugger (hahahah)... he will be coming on the 7th dec reaching here 8th dec.. so looking forward to it.... dun really know what we will be doing... but its summer.... hopefully go down to beaches and do some canoing...... i luff it! haha!

woke up at 10... all becos of the ringing phone *argh*... sometimes its wise not to put a phone in the room... din have breakfast.... started the day by printing my essay.. stayed up till 1 am yesterday to complete it! and finally my crappy essay is done! had two fishes for lunch... so huge.. regretted buying two.... took a nap fm 2pm-230. woke up, went to poo and then went to pick zac up and as usual went to muffin break for brownie and hot choc.... the fishes are stillin my belly :) so i din had any hot drink.... started revising my financial econs.... all set for the exams... nah!!! rubbish!!! i hate exams.......

still doing the freaking essay.... major changes to it after reading my fren's essay.. SHOOT!!!! i hate essays..... haiz!!!!!!!!!! stressed!!! im supposed to start my revision for exams todae!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am feeling very miserable, and feeling crap!!! i have an essay due on Friday. its public economics and i simply hate it!!!
essay topic: "using the criteria for assessing a 'good' tax system, outline and assess possible reform of the tax treatment of housing in New Zealand"
kaoz........ finding very hard to get what i wanna say out.... shoot!!! really feel like crap! sighz!!!!!!

whao!!! spend my time going thru the many sites regarding the issues that im stressed about.... used only TWO of the office computer paper *grin*
helped zac with his paper run yest for the first time.... it was raining thus not a very good day to do paper runs. BUT it has to be delivered... and he was really excited while doing it.... asking me to fold the papers with extra speed and running all over.... and when he comes to letter boxes that states "no advertising materials" .. he will hesitiate and stare at them.. sighz.... and i told him like 5 times that we can put into them except for the 4 houses that the in charge has told us not to deliver to.....
and he slept rather early yest... at 9pm.. the earliest... muhahah! tired rite?? all for $4......

i kept farting whenever i had Wendy's burger..... and its those smelly farts! haiz.... wonder what did they put in the burger man...

had fish and chips for lunch... quite yummy.... and then after picking zac up fm school, we went to muffin break for hot drinks... drink mocha while zac drank white choc.. and i bought a bag!!! i luff it! its dirty green.... *when can i ever stop spending $$*..... going to do some short shopping tmr while having my two hour break with Mag.... we'll be going to the second hand shop to sell some of our unwanted stuffs.... humpz..... found few cosmetic jewellery
and Zac gotta job! hahha... paper run! the pay is more than pathetic... its $4 for every 100 papers... and i bet there are less than 100 papers... his task is to deliver them to the houses at Lewis road and we went there just now.. its just a small stretch of houses.... ha! every thurs.....man! and its tax deductible! think he will get like $20 every month..... hahah..... good start though! will update more tmr when he start "working" tmr... hehehhe

humpz..... nothing much.. just feel like updating but dunno what to write also... went to school without taking public transport! yoo hoo! saved myself $7.... mu-haha! just came out of the toilet... let some stuffs out of my system! so freaking busy nowadyas... busy coping with stress itself cos exams are coming and i have so many things to do and i do not know which one to start off with... and tmr is my FREE day.... gotta force myself to wash my fish tank cos i have been lazy and giving myself excuse..... *never trouble yourself with pets man*... sometimes i can get so lazy and i just feel like pouring soap into the fish tank to kill the fishes... *oops* nah..... not to that extent lah... i love them man! but sometimes i am too lazy to give their home a wash so i wished they would die... but nvm! tmr i will wash them....
and i changed my cursor... a wormy!!! look at it go over the plants.... erm.. a bit bo liao lah.. but its nice though! ha!

its daylight saving already and NZ is 5 hours ahead of Singapore. I was "cheated" cos we had to forward our time one hour ahead and that means i lost one hour of sleep. I was watching "war of genders" yesterday and did ot study at all. Todae two colleagues of ours came to house for dinner. They are fm China and it was fun exchanging cultures and talking about everything, and my whole family were sitting ard the dining table talking and laughing away.
really had an enjoyable time. Kind of feeling very guilty about not studying anything for the weekend so i decided to give up some of my sleeping time. I have not don this for a very long time already and i wonder how long can i last. i hope i really can last cos the bed behind me is really tempting BUT i have essay and assignment due and yet to be done! Gosh.....

things that happen in one's life is so unpredictable... *sighz*
that phone call... its nothing much but some changes to weizhong and my plans.. but then..... the finalised one isn't any much difference with the one we had initally.. *phew*
had been away fm him for areally long time.... and desptie all the trips he made... and the small getaways that we took to Waiheke island and Wellington.... things are so so difft now...
when we talk: its about our plans for dec
erm... ya.. thats basically it.... haven seen (using the webcam) him for like 2-3 weeks alr... *big sighz*
had a really nice talk with Mag on msn.... talking about life here compared to spore.... and she was saying that she cannot stop comparing about NZ and Spore.... and then she really wanted to get out of the box........haiz... relocating is really a hard experience man!!! sucks!!!..... really hope that she would continue to stay here when her parents go back to Spore....